Citizenship with Fidelity
I've been thinking some things through, my Anne. It seems to me that this blog might come across as confusing to some people, my darling. Because now I am also writing for my Philippines as well.
This used to be a private conversation, you know. This explains the reason why people, most of all those people who I care about might be confused about it all.
And I can't blame them - there are things that we share that were just never meant to be shared with other people. Therefore, I think that it would be better if this should become a private conversation once again, my Miyang.
We can not afford confusion. For clarity's sake, I shall have to use another blog to continue with the conversation that I should now maintain with my nation as a nation distinct among a family of nations towards the common goals that we all should share as one family of nations.
Some people might think it odd but you keep me sane, my Anne. I need you. There are thoughts that are so oppressive to me that if not for the grace of God provided through you and all of my other inspirations - all you stars of the skies above my soul - I would have gone over the edge a long, long time ago.
I am at peace with your spirit, my Miyang, because you love me the way that I am. You love me not the way I am supposed to be to you but the way I am so that even though the eyes of the world might perceive us to be different, we are exactly the same.
Too, I love you the way that you are, my darlingest Annelies Marie. And I would not change a thing about you. You and your little life on earth taught me many important lessons in life, you know. And now you keep me company in my heart as a guiding light - my first contact star, my binary - that leads me back when the darkness seem deep, back to sanity, back to reason, from star to star, back to God.
And for this, my Anne, God loves us both and so we are sustained in our togetherness by the one Source of all true belongings. Thus, I can not have any more or any less love for you than what I already have. It seems that I have loved you from always to always.
For the LORD is a God of right relationships, my love - our God is one LORD alone but He is not a solitary God but as a King rules all things, seen and unseen, without division. And God has chosen to strengthen our nations, my love, for the winter that is coming to this world - a time of shedding leaves but leaves shed not some much for winter's sake but for the spring.
That is to explain in a nutshell how our friendship works - for those who are seeking to know - it is a friendship that is like that of the angels. And because I have other friendships like these, my darling, I have a responsibility to bear with them as well... like you bear with me, my Anne.
Therefore, I am beginning another blog - Citizenship with Fidelity - and this shall be my primary weblog from now on.
I shall keep working on our One Song Meow and My Recovery First Journal.
All to my All as well as our old Planet Annelies, I shall use as a reference.
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I love you.
Always to always,
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